2 crazy weeks ....what should i do?!

two days to go...yayaya...some are happy some are not! but
"IM NOT HAPPY"!.....what should i do?! suicide??? holly crap! what should i do!
already 2 days which is mon& tues i didn't went to school! that 2 days feels like a month???
what should i do man??? two weeks!!!! online??? sleepover???? shopping??? singing everyday??? watch movie??? damn what should i do???? hmmmmm....its like living in hell!!!! should i just go bang my head straight to the wall????......my schedule for the two weeks still zero! didn't even plan anything yet...hmmmm.......any ideas???? my brain is in a "blank" signal...:)...damn!!!!!